Tuesday, December 17, 2024

Am Wondering!!!

I am wondering who I am?
I am wondering  why I am here?
I am wondering if I am loved?
I am wondering whom to Trust & Love?
I am wondering whom should I confide into?
I am wondering if my belief would be safeguarded?
I am wondering if I should share my true feelings?
I am wondering if I can manage myself?
I am wondering if I can manage my life alone?
I am wondering if a woman can survive alone?
I am wondering how a man would take care of me everyone believes, would he be a super human being?
I am wondering if someone can understand me and accept my thoughts?
I am wondering if I can really feel content?
I am wondering who gave the rights to decide my life to everyone than me?
I am wondering if these well wishers would be of help to me in my real life?
I am wondering if I can make them understand I am different?
I am wondering if ever I can get a way out of this societal cage?
I am wondering if I can create a small world where I will live my life for my happiness?
I am wondering if this Society would let me live peacefully?
I am still wondering if anyone can support me truly, like a parent, I don't have a mother to understand and love me. 
I am still wondering if I would be able to understand what's good for my life. 
I am still wondering if I would ever meet someone like me who believes in himself. 
I am still wondering if I can pass all the hurdles and stand confidently. 
I am still doubtful if the existing society would be able to Face a Fierce woman in me. 
I am not sure if this society would be able to digest my vague concepts full of practicality. 
I am sure one day I would be able to create an impactful life for girls to feel safe and cherish their womanhood. 
I am sure one day I would be recognized as a Modern Woman who believed in herself.